different. I am making sun dried tomatoes, kale chips, and drying figs in raw
honey and orange juice, for the winter months. Before was planting, and
watering; now is harvesting, shifting, collecting. The light is changing, too.
While I am sad for summers leaving (my favorite time of the year), I bring my
life force into the now, and I am ready for a new
adventure.
It is amazing how everything has grown, and evolved, some things
in delightful ways, fun ways, and in no effort at all. Friendships, and
collaborations, the teleclasses, and advanced Sundaygroup classes and
workshops, have all seemed to spring up from the ground and grow, with no help
at all. Even the pages from this last chapter of my family, my own partner,
have manifested in colossal changes, and evolution, (maybe “revolution” is a
better word here), and large changes, good changes, have come
about.
Of course, these changes happened from working the energy, from
molding it, grounding it, releasing it. Some old, heavy, foreign, or no longer
needed, past time energies, like old limits, contracts, and agreements. Past
beliefs, of how things are, and how they could be, had to be acknowledged, and
removed, and updated, like de-charging some fears, and acknowledging and owning some capabilities! We grow past our limits, we become more, and our life starts to reflect that.
We spend so much time and energy resisting change, when it may be
just the thing we need to keep us healthy, happy, growing, and in synch with our
dreams, mockups, and desires, reflecting who we are now, and who we are
becoming.
It seemed to be a theme, these past months, in my own life, and
in the readings of many clients, of getting a profound healing, by simply bringing things into present time. Even though the fear of change is such a strong force, almost a survival skill type of reaction, it takes a lot of energy to try to keep something the same, or like it was in the past.
Sometimes this is an unconscious measure; the need to
have our surroundings controlled to feel safe,
fear of the unknown, or, just basic laziness on our part!
In some of the readings, we were able to notice this, and allow for it
(the relationship, or agreement, or career, or family dynamic)
to be drained of the effort to keep it
the same, and just be.
Sometimes the best thing is to just let go, and grieve the
part that is over, and just be, and do nothing for a bit, until that part of you
that has let go of so many fears, expectations, resentments and beliefs, has
been felt, and heard, and seen, and can now go, like the fall wind picks up some
leaves in a flurry, and shoots them somewhere else. Remember, that as you grow
and evolve, your needs change. You did the best you could with what you had, and now you can have more!
And the change comes. It comes slowly, with periods of whoosh!!
And we allow it, and we watch it, and it is fresh,
and new,
and alive.
And it is ok.
We can create so easily, what it is that we want, when we let go
of the old agreements, that weren’t working, and take back the energy
that had been used to keep things the same.
The biggest healing of a career, a relationship,
friendship, or agreement (even with oneself) can be to bring that thing into
present time, and to allow the changes to organically unfold to match the new.
When you gather yourself into the now, you have more energy.
You can even use the energy of fear to lead you into inspired action. How do you
want it to be? Feel that, and start from here.
Present
time
inspired
action.
Who are you now?
What (in your life right now) is in past time? What agreement,
belief about yourself, or the world? Which relationship? What have you
outgrown? What takes too much energy to try to keep the same? What are your
fears? What is the biggest one? Can you take some action, to use that energy? Usually when I decide how I want it to be, and feel, and take some inspired action, the fear starts to crumble a bit, and it is fathomable (what was once...not so much).
What do you want and need for your spirit to thrive? How do you wish to feel?
Can you create your present time from a place that feels like that?
The universe does not know the difference between past, present, and future. It is responding to your current feeling, and delivering to you more of the same.
Who are you now?
Enjoy the process of creating yourself...get a reading, take a teleclass, from Spirit in Joy, and please enjoy the famous quote at the end of this Incredibles snippet. We all need to hear this, Edna!
Create from joy! ~ Helena